Going Down Once Again - Just A Puppet On A String
21st. December, 2009
23:21 pm - Going Down Once Again
I know I promised the next part to "The Real Me" tonight, but I can't do it right now. Because of my last post, Mitsuki has deleted her LJ and now I don't know if she even wants to be friends anymore. I am trying to be mature about this and handle it, but I am slowly breaking diwn. This is an eight year friendship she is trying to throw away. After everything that happened with Kitty in July things just kept getting worse and no they hit the low point. I couldn't even bring myself to read her comment after I spoke with findingjes, who discreetly let me know what she did. I read all the other comments and no one said anything about her, so I still don't understand. According to those who read it, she basically took Sages side and was tired of the drama. I'm sorry if my honesty here is too much to bare. I'm sorry if I love my Son so much that it hurts me to know this isn't going to work grounding him forever. C4 knows that's whats going to happen. He can only handle it for about three weeks and then he goes off again. I would have thought that Sage would have picked up on this pattern by now. That means by the 2nd week of Jan. C4 will have screwed up again and get a further sentence to his grounding. I am not saying this because I believe it, this is what my Son says to me. He also goes along with the grounding just to get it over with and get his stuff back. It really saddens me.
Well here is a picture of the gift i was going to give her, but now I don't think she wants it. I PROMISE I will post more tomorrow, I just need to get through tonight first. Night all.
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