Just A Puppet On A String
24th. November, 2009
16:26 pm - Better The Dinner Rolls Huh?
You Are Cornbread
While some people may find Thanksgiving to be stressful, you are able to kick back and soak it all in.
You have a high threshold for stress, and you prefer to just focus on the parts of Thanksgiving that you love the best.
You may go unnoticed at times, but you are often the glue that holds everything together. People would be unsatisfied if you weren't around.
You are easy going and easy to love. And a lot more interesting than boring old dinner rolls!
18th. November, 2009
18:39 pm - Daddy Is The Greatest!
Gaerfie has really picked up the slack since I got depressed. I know I said all that stuff yesterday, but he is the one who gets up with the kids at the crack of dawn while I get up at the crack of noon, well 1030-1100 that is. Last night Gaerfie made pumpkin bread with the kids which they ate for breakfast this morning and after Katydid had her speech lesson we went to the park.
At first no one was there for a while and slowly some kids showed up. This one little boy took a shine to both kids and was following them around. His Mom said she never saw him do that before. She was very impressed with The Gnome and called the kids two balls of sunshine. It was a nice compliment. When we were getting ready to leave she asked if we come often and I said we try and get there a few times a week, but we always go on Weds. after lessons. She said hopefully we'll see you again. Her little by was only 15 months, but he played great with the kids.
The kids and Gaerfie are making flat bread pizza tonight for dinner and possibly more bread. I also put a new recipe on kitchen_witchy1 so enjoy!
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11th. November, 2009
01:11 am - Pimping An Awesome Community!
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They do some awesome and cute looking blinkies and for free!!!! They do have a pay area, but not to worry it is fairly cheap($5 or something)and if you don't want to pay, you still get great looking ones!
Here are just a few I had made for me:
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10th. November, 2009
19:46 pm - Playing The Waiting Game
I called the store today and spoke with the women that i first saw on Thursday. She explained that her Manager had a family emergency, but that she did remember and would give my name and number to the DM. She said ti would be a few days, but I would get a call. So now i wait.
I seem to be doing a lot of waiting these days. Waiting for this person and that person. Waiting for problems to go away. Waiting for fights to blow over. Just plain waiting. It gets frustrating. I am trying to be optimistic though.
6th. November, 2009
11:16 am - Writer's Block: Green-eyed monster
Have fun with your 15 min. of infamy and get yourself checked out immediately afterwards lol!:P
5th. November, 2009
10:49 am - Gotta Go!
Hopping a train in 15 min. Gonna see what I can find in the mall. WIll post about it later. Good news though and bad, I am sorry I didn't post my recipe last night I actually went to sleep and slept!
You Are Pears
You have sophisticated tasted in food, and more than anything, you really like to go for high quality ingredients.
You understand that a perfectly grown and ripened pear is a beautiful thing... and really quite underrated.
You prefer to eat minimally prepared food. You think complexity often just hides poor quality ingredients.
In your mind, there's little better than an expertly poached pear, or pear served with a fine cheese.
4th. November, 2009
13:35 pm - I Don't Need You Interfering
Well I hit bottom now.
Yesterday we had such a messed up schedule because the kids didn't get a nap till 1530 so when I noticed the time I heard the kids getting restless i just wanted to remind Gaerfie of the time and such and he said he had it under control and I didn't need to say anything. In other words: Go back in you hole and stay there. We actually have a life out here and you need not be a part of it.
I can understand that, I don't want to be around me either.
13:24 pm - I Hate Sunshine!
You Should Take in Some Sunshine
Part of what's stressing you out right now is feeling stuck in a rut. You're not really sure how to dig yourself out of the hole you're in.
And the best way to get out of a rut is to change things quickly. You don't have to do anything drastic... just step outside.
Just feeling the sunshine on your face should cheer you up and change your perspective on things. Nature can be a very healing force.
And no matter how stressful things are, take the sun rays as a reminder that the sun will come up tomorrow!
2nd. November, 2009
20:25 pm - Magical Me
Tomorrow I will be normal again. I will go downstairs and be with my children abd not yell at them for normal curisoitys. I will cook, clean , and take care of my family. I will push down this depression that has me and pretend it doesn't exist. I will be happy. I will smile. I will hide the pain. Abracadabra and Hocus Pocus....Magical me.
Actually I think an hour relived can change a lot.
- I could relive the hour that I told my Dad to "Fuck Off!" before he died three days later.
- I could relive the hour that I betrayed Mitsuki in back when she was Imari
- One very important hour would be when The Gnome got Gaerfie's pills and we ended up in the hospital with him seizing and not breathing.
- Most recently I could relive the hour that the fiasco happened between Kitty and Gaerfie. I'm not saying whether it would have helped anything and may be things wouldn't be much different, but I would have liked it to end on a better note.
Now that I think of it I have to choose the first one. All those other things impacted my life and may have changed it in a way I wouldn't want, but being nicer to my Dad wasn't going to save him, but I would have a clearer conscience today.