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1st. January, 2010

13:22 pm - One Last Reminder

I know the holidays were crazy and busy for some. Many of you went on vacation too. I just wanted to touch base on last time and leave a list of friends that haven't friended my new LJ yet momiji_neyuki. I would really like to keep you all, but I have to refine my list at least by the end of January. I don't want to offend anyone thought by cutting them by accident.

I will list all my friends that haven't friended me yet here. I will put a new rememder a week here too. I hope everything works out. :)
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Tonight I will continue Part Seven of "The Real Me" At momiji_neyuki. I hope you guys enjoy it. Later.

Current Location: My Open Heart
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: 102.10:N.P.R.-A Prarie Home Companion

29th. December, 2009

14:41 pm - All Good friends Should Live Closer

My last post really got me down so I started reading the comments on it to cheer me up. Surprise me to find that mac_arthur_park wanted to talk to me over the phone. Now I am use to people asking me to chat on-line and MSN, but this really shocked me. She sent me her e-mail address and figured what the hell, I sent my number to her. She called and we had a great conversation. it's interesting to speak to people and find that they either sound nothing like you though they would, or just like you knew they would. Either way I found her voice as delightful as the conversation. It felt good to talk about problems and hear others opinions live. Her's completely out weigh mine, yet she treated them just the opposite. It was nice to be heard.

Thank you mac_arthur_park(I need a better nickname for you now). We should do it again soon.

Current Location: My Open Heart
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: Classical Pieces

25th. December, 2009

08:44 am - Really Shitty Start

Last night we had Nuncle C.'s birthday and it went over great! We got the Gnome to Poppy's a little late, but it was still good. Then O.Non drove us home and he and Gaerfie rocked out for a bit on Rock Band2. I went to bed, because I had to fix up the living room this morning. C4 informs me that he was being picked up between 0830-0900 so I set the alarm for 0800. I get up and get him clothes and have the camera ready to open his presents. I run upstairs real quick to get my recipe for breakfast and Sage calls. He is around the corner! He gets here two seconds after I come downstairs and he wants to go right away! The Kid hasn't even opened his presents yet! We argue and I remind him that I won't see C4 again till the 1st! He says , "Oh yeah, we were invited to dinner that night." ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! I put my foot down and said NO! I have only seen this kid for ONE day the entire vacation! He brings up the three weekend in a row shit and I say that wasn't my choice and two of those weekend were mine anyway! They leave and I bust out crying and that's how Gaerfie finds me. Meanwhile Katydid is standing there the whole time. I come upstairs to get my recipe and find I am missing ingredients and I should have started it last night! This is turning into the worst Christmas ever!

Current Location: My Crushed Heart
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: A Christmas Story

24th. December, 2009

12:51 pm - Christmas Eve Fun

So in a few hours C4, The Gnome, and I go to Grandma's to make birthday dinner for Nuncle C. It must really suck having been born on Christmas Eve. She really goes all out to make it birthday and not Holiday for him so I am too. Below is my Menu for the feast Of The Seven Fishes tonight. It is an Italian Christmas Eve Tradition. Then we will drop the Gnome off to Poppy and he will be there for the rest of the weekend. it will be weird, but after what I went through with Sage I don't want to make Poppy feel that way ever.

I am posting my first entry on momiji_neyuki today. It's a present request. You'll understand it when you read it. I am also going to move "The Real Me" to there as well an my entry that explains my nick names in my LJ. Once Feb. comes I will have officially moved over there, when I re purchase a paid account. I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas with what ever family you have here and far away. I will be thinking of you all. Enjoy you Holiday meals too!

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Current Location: My Excited Heart
Current Mood: jubilantjubilant
Current Music: Children Laughing And Playing

23rd. December, 2009

12:08 pm - I Only Get One Day

Called up C4 today to find out what time he's coming over and he says 2030! That means I only have C4 one day this Christmas vacation. I only had him Monday because it suited his Fathers needs. His Father is picking him up Christmas morning like at 0600 and I won't see C4 again till the 1st and that's only because it's my weekend. This really hurts. I wasn't even suppose to get him on Christmas Eve either, but I argued that I only have The Gnome on the day and not on Christmas. I shouldn't have to argue like this to see my Son. I am going to bring it up in court as well. In fact I am going to go through my LJ and see how many times I didn't get C4 when I should have. I swear now that Poppy is doing the right thing I will NEVER do this to him. It hurts way too much.

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Current Location: My Empty Heart
Current Mood: morosemorose
Current Music: My Tears Hitting The Desk

22nd. December, 2009

12:44 pm - Writer's Block: You're a mean one, Mr. Grinch!

Are there any classic holiday movies or TV shows that you look forward to watching year after year? What are your all-time favorites? Are there any you simply can't stand?
Every year TNT does an all day event of "A Christmas Story". We plan out TV on that and don't move it all day!

My favorite special, which I can never find and no one seems to know, is "The Stingiest Man In Town", It's a Christmas Carol done by Rankin Bass, those holiday experts, and tells the story to children through the eyes of a Humbug. It has some of the best songs like, "Yes There Is A Santa Clause" and "Listen To The Song Of The Christmas Spirit". I finally found it on DVD, but it is in a HOliday package of other Rankin Bass classics and it's $30! I like the other ones on it too(well except for Frosty The Snow Man, I can't stand that one), but I can't bring myself to spend $30 even if it is 10 shows and well worth it. Oh well.

As I mentioned above I don't like Frosty The Snow Man, I really don't like snowmen in general. I also can do without holiday classics that everyone loves, Miracle On 34th St., It's A Wonderful Life, and most Dickens versions....well except the Muppets version and Mickeys(I'm not that crazy).

"Listen to the song of the Christmas spirit,
can't you hear it, can't you hear it.
Listen to the song of the Christmas spirit,
ringing in the air."

Current Location: My Winter Heart
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: Listen To The Song Of The Christmas Spirit

21st. December, 2009

23:21 pm - Going Down Once Again

I know I promised the next part to "The Real Me" tonight, but I can't do it right now. Because of my last post, Mitsuki has deleted her LJ and now I don't know if she even wants to be friends anymore. I am trying to be mature about this and handle it, but I am slowly breaking diwn. This is an eight year friendship she is trying to throw away. After everything that happened with Kitty in July things just kept getting worse and no they hit the low point. I couldn't even bring myself to read her comment after I spoke with findingjes, who discreetly let me know what she did. I read all the other comments and no one said anything about her, so I still don't understand. According to those who read it, she basically took Sages side and was tired of the drama. I'm sorry if my honesty here is too much to bare. I'm sorry if I love my Son so much that it hurts me to know this isn't going to work grounding him forever. C4 knows that's whats going to happen. He can only handle it for about three weeks and then he goes off again. I would have thought that Sage would have picked up on this pattern by now. That means by the 2nd week of Jan. C4 will have screwed up again and get a further sentence to his grounding. I am not saying this because I believe it, this is what my Son says to me. He also goes along with the grounding just to get it over with and get his stuff back. It really saddens me.

Well here is a picture of the gift i was going to give her, but now I don't think she wants it. I PROMISE I will post more tomorrow, I just need to get through tonight first. Night all.

We Make Beautiful Music Together

Current Location: My Broken Heart
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: The Music Has Died

17th. December, 2009

11:18 am - Just Something To Relax Me Before I Go Tackle Baking

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last month I put money in mac_arthur_park's expired parking meter (14 points). Last Saturday I invaded Europe, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before gaerfindel got home (-1012 points). Last week I turned findingjes in for skipping class (50 points). Last Sunday I helped copperpouches across the street (6 points). In February I pulled over and changed eightysix_'s flat tire (15 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-927 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!


Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

Current Location: My Sugared Heart
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: 102.10:NPR-The Round Table

7th. December, 2009

23:41 pm - Writer's Block: Top ten playlist

What is your top-ten song list? What was it when you were a kid? Is there any overlap?
I was weird kid and had an electic music colection. On the one hand I had my 80's pop and metal, but then I had classical pieces and my Father's 50's do wop. I guess very little has changed except that my taste now includes Jazz and alternative.

Current Location: Mitsuki's Room In My Heart
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: Dexters Midnight Runners-Come On Eileen

00:24 am - This Is An Easy One.

Who is your best friend and why she or he is so important to you?
Mitsuki is of course my best friend and the reason why is because she is more then that. She is my friend, confidant, lover, shoulder to cry on. person to laugh with and everything else in between. My life would be empty without her and something would be missing in my heart.

Current Mood: lovedloved

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